Sigh
today did not go too well
woke up first thing in the morning
mom shout at me
tried to control myself
so i tried to talk nice to her
but she continued to shout and temper
so i lost it
shouted back at her
almost fucking want to beat her up
smack her in the head
and just leave her on the floor
but no
i did not do that
i just shouted at her
controlling the desire to do that
then i just left it there
wasn't even angry
just wanted to give her and myself some space
to let our heads cool
now back at home
still not talking to her
she did threaten me with the usual stuff
but i don't care
cuz i know that i will not even
meet those threats
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