Sianz Monday

Sigh

today did not go too well

woke up first thing in the morning

mom shout at me

tried to control myself

so i tried to talk nice to her

but she continued to shout and temper

so i lost it

shouted back at her

almost fucking want to beat her up

smack her in the head

and just leave her on the floor

but no

i did not do that

i just shouted at her

controlling the desire to do that

then i just left it there

wasn't even angry

just wanted to give her and myself some space

to let our heads cool

now back at home

still not talking to her

she did threaten me with the usual stuff

but i don't care

cuz i know that i will not even

meet those threats

NEARLY THERE!

ah almost reached there!

if it wasn't for the 3 matches

that i lost,

i would have definitely 

crossed into a win-lose score!

rather than a lose win score><

should be able to reach there by tomorrow, 

or not by Sunday, the most

Almost there!

Playing recklessly nowadays

was on a suicidal streak

and it paid off

won most the matches

now left a few matches 

before i am able to cross my losing streak

into a winning streak

just have keep playing

properly

and stop trolling/throwing too much

during the games

or i would end up losing again

never again

i had 20 losses

more than my wins

so i played seriously and hard

after that

now i'm like 4 more wins

to crossing into a winning streak

YAY!!

School Monday

Phone nearly went out of battery today

forgot to charge it for a few days

but was lucky

i last min brought my phone charger

so when i reached school

i just sat down next to a port and 

started charging.

thank God my school doesn't

charge people for using the ports

love my school.

Lunch went over to the NC

had prata there

super shiok

one of the best prata place 

in SG

i'm not joking

it's that good

well after lunch we had about

3hrs left to our next lesson

so we went and hijacked a room

sat down there

doing project and stuff

some played pokemon

some watched anime

and some did some other crap

for me,

i just sat there and 

worked on my Tumblr

changing the theme 

and configuring it to my liking

won't share the link to my Tumblr

 to you guys

unless you ask if course

XD

No reason at all,

i just felt dizzy

all the way since morning

climbing up 3 flights of stairs

nearly made me puke

still feeling dizzy now

Cheers to you guys

I dont know whether you guys

who read my blog 

feel like its kind of normal

for a teenager lifestyle

BUT

do drop a COMMENT

if you feel that something is 

kind of off from 

having a normal lifestyle

compared to yours.

Ganbatte!

Week Update

Week was like the Sun and the Moon

Had both bad and good

Just a pic with 

one of my best friends,

and one of my crush X)

Cheese fries

OMG they are so uber good

so tasty~~

you guys should try it

Now i can't decide which is better

between

seaweed shaker fries

or

cheese shaker fries

:(

Just some of my classmates during break

2 of them playing pokemon on Nintendo DS,

Other 2 playing XBox games on a laptop

They were like playing for like

 2 or 3 hours straight already,

without stopping

><|

Finally,

Had a birthday celebration with

one of our youths

on Sat

Melvin Gan

who turned 21 this year

quite a good party i say

about 30 people turned out,

cramming into a 3 or 4 room flat?

IDK

but it was a blast,

played games

sang songs

laughed lots

and generally had lots of fun

Oh ya i forgot

Also had a BBQ 

on the day too

BBQ was a blast too

Food was good

cooked by ourselves

watched movies

played with my ukulele

played some frisbee

and cards

I love this kind of lifestyle

Just to get away from the

unfair world and their 

unfair values

Wishing that this kind of 

situation that we are having 

on rare occasions 

would be here and now

forevermore

Haaha

Thanks people 

who made this possible!

Fking leaver

Idiotic people who just can't play properly and treat the game nicely

Leave the game right after it started, 

leaving his teammates all by themselves

Report this player

TSC.Vege

Whenever you LoL players can.

Left the game before it even started,

causing us to lose the game pretty much

Well

we played our best

manage to get even scores throughout the game

but then in the end we lose 

just because of the idiot who left the game

Report him LoL bloggers!

New Ukulele

(Red Ukulele and me)

(Red Ukulele w/ Bag)

Bought me an ukulele!

I had to asked my dear senior to help me buy one,

not because she knows where to buy,

but because she had bought a ukulele from one of her classes

for a CHEAP cheap price of S$28.

Original price of a ukulele i think should be around $60-90, 

depending on where you buy

and how good the material is.

Had loads of fun playing around with the ukulele.

Now I'm trying to play out and sing Jason Mraz "I'm Yours"

since it had a ukulele cover in it.

Let's SIINNNGGGG!!!!

Can't wait for it!

Can't wait for the epic battle between

Ichigo Kurosaki and the Quincys!!!

The outcome is very obvious though XD

New Term stuff

ZZZ i dont like some of the modules i'm taking. 

Firstly would be C Maths.

Hate that to the core,

but no choice have to do it

New term, 

new modules,

new teachers,

and new friends.

Let's see what will go on this sem.

I love keeping a poker face up^^

hehe

It hides many things tough

School

School just started again after a 5 week break

Almost everyday i was out working as a waiter

comfortable at being one already

should i try another job?
Well that depends on the next holiday timeslot.

Ate at Breeks fot dinner today

with JiaWen & Hui Yu

JiaWen told us to meet him at 7pm

but he arrived at 7.30pm -__-

ordered food

then

ate and talk about crap

from 7.30 till 9

then left for home

Sigh

school's pilling the workload up now

have to do more stuff and crap

more modules and lessons to attend

but at least we got 1hr plus break

Kinda normal day

I think its like a normal day to me

except the only only thing i can't get is inspiration.

So many people have inspiration,

way more than me.

When i got my inspiration, 

I don't know how to and

can't illustrate the inspiration.

I think i'm getting way slack.

I really need to start and get my priorities right.

Like first is to focus on school,

second is to get inspiration for camp's Ts,

third is to know who and who is it.

Well I can't say that i know what i'm doing,

but i just go with the flow.

What turns out is another question.

Nights peeps.

And 

GOOD LUCK 

to all the O level students 

who will be taking their first paper

on 18 Oct.

You'll need it

BACCCKKK!!!

Been procrastinating for the whole entire month. 

Didn't touch Tumblr nor Blogspot during that time.

 Have no idea why i did that for.

 But now I'm BACCCKKK!!! 

Time to update a bit on my life now~~

While I was at work:

 - A tiny portions of what i ate (Lala). -

- Colleagues where like dumbfound -

- when i told them i could eat wayyy more than this-

(Words says: "I love you")

- Some random things a customer wrote-

- for his girlfriend or wife. - 

- I don't know, don't care. -

- Then some of my colleagues went and -

- stuck them to the cupboard at the cashier area. -

- Laughed about it, -

- then after a while took it down, -

- but not before i took a quick snap of it ^w^ -

Hais,

I can't think of who i should be with.

There's MM, 

who is cute and like,

totally my type,

but i know that lots of boys like her.

I know she's close to one of my bros,

and i don't want to interrupt them.

But I'll wait.

There's RL too,

who's like 2 years younger than me,

but she knows me quite well i say,

She's taller than me O.0

and probably had gone through more things than me

I just don't know whether it's true or not

And there's 2 or 3 other girls too

I just can't decide.

It's just so confusing.

But i am going to just sit and

 wait for the wheels to turn

and let the answer come to me.

I know it'll take quite some time,

but i'm willing to just wait.

But there's this saying:

"Sometimes you just have to take the first step of faith"

I kinda get the meaning,

but i don't want to just go ahead with it

I prefer to wait and see what things turn out.

So i think I'll wait, and see

what the future will be like.

You never know,

maybe the right one will appear in the future,

or had already appeared and waiting 

for an answer.

I'll just leave it to the God

 who reigns over the heavens and controls the future

to decide on who I'll be with